Dear McKoy: I’m trying to have a miscarriage- This is a very cold and heartless thing to say, but I do not want my baby. I am six months pregnant and I try everything to have a miscarriage because I am not ready for babies yet I don’t want an abortion. My husband and family are happy but sometimes I starve myself or stress unnecessarily in hopes that my blood pressure will go up so I can lose it. I cry so much because I feel guilty but I know I am genuinely not ready. So many baby things have been bought and looking at them makes me feel sick. I cannot tell my husband because it will crush him. I’m confused and conflicted. Do you have any advice?


