Confession: In Love with Two Sisters

Where I was living in the country, all the children used to gather around at a park and have lots of fun.  We used to play games like dandy Shandy and stucky.  We the boys always look for the girls we liked and tried to ‘stuck’ them.
There were two sisters who all the boys were interested in.  At their young age, they were beautiful with slanted eyes and long bowed legs.  They used to wear some cute little outfits when they came out to play in the evenings.  I secretly had a crush on one of them, but I would never let it be known.  Over the years of growing up, I just held the crush; I just considered it as baby stuff.
We grew up and I left to go to college in the city.  I started dating different ladies and somehow the crush slowly dwindled down.    I was told that the two sisters left the country area also; one went to Kingston and the other who I had the crush on went abroad.
As time would have it, I was at a club one night in Kingston and saw the sister.  She was looking drop dead gorgeous.  Her curves got more defined and she was glowing.  I went up to her and she instantly remembered me.  We chatted for some and exchanged numbers.  She also gave me her sister’s contact information.  I called the one overseas and we rekindled our friendship instantly.  I learnt that she was dating a guy in her state on and off.  We got very close through conversation and made plans to meet up when she come to Jamaica.
In the meantime, the local sister and I would communicate also but on a good friend basis.  We would meet up sometimes for drinks and chill.  I expressed my interest in her sister and she looked disappointed as she said she always had a crush on me since we were kids.  At that point in time, I didn’t want to hurt her feelings so I lead her along.  I told her a lie that I would get to know her more and not pursue her sister.  We got intimate and started a relationship.  I encouraged her not to tell her sister as I didn’t want her heart broken, nor the rift between both of them.  That lady was very great in bed and knew just how to take care of me, but my heart is with the sister abroad.
I told the one overseas the same lie, encouraging her not to tell the local one about us dating.  She came to Jamaica three times and hid from her sister to be with me.  The other times we all act cordial as friends because they are each keeping the secret.  I really love this one, but she is not as great in the bedroom as the local one.  I love each of them for different reasons.  I know I may be selfish, but I am in a situation where I love and want both of them in my life.  I wish it was a case where everyone could know about each other and we all live happily.
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