I got pregnant for my pastor and he forced me to get an abortion. The whole experience changed my life and I have been so sad since. He is the type to openly bash those who do abortions- he even did a whole sermon on it once, so I was surprised when had to it. I know I should not have even been having this man but we acted on our feelings for each other. I am too ashamed to tell anybody about it. My family and friends keep asking how I’ve become so withdrawn but I can’t find the courage to tell them. I am only 22. What if I cannot have children again? I would not encourage anybody to have an abortion. The after-feeling is so uncomfortable. Do you have any advice for me?
That man is very wicked for allowing you to go through this. Next time, know that the choice is always yours. It is your body. Please find someone to confide in. Your mistakes do not define you and you will certainly rise from this. May you find peace and healing. Also, remember protective sex is important.